Just kidding!

So after ten days of no bleeding it started back up again. I called the doctor's office AGAIN and he wanted to see me. During the appointment he checked for an infection, and did both an ultrasound and vaginal ultrasound to check if there was any "stuff" left in my uterus. He said that only one time, in the thirty-five years he had done this, there was a little piece of bone left. He followed it with a, "not to be gross or anything". Thanks for that information Doc! So the conclusion . . . he doesn't know why I am still bleeding. Everything medically checks out okay. While I do trust his expertise I just don't understand how it can normal to bleed off and on for four months. The most I have gone (other than the 10 days after the antibiotic) is 2 days of no bleeding. So I guess I just deal with it or now.

Because of all this wackiness, I am wondering if I need to get back in to see Dr. Brooks? He is who helped get me pregnant with Sweet Pea. I am wondering if I need to redo the blood tests to see if I am ovulating? I have no idea if it is even possible to get pregnant right now with all my body is doing? I was assured there is no reason I shouldn't get pregnant, but I wonder if it is even possible right now?

And now I will stop since I have shared entirely too much information! LOL!

Less than a month!

We are nearing the end. Three weeks from Saturday would have been the big day. It is all surreal. I had a dream last night that my Mom told me I needed to take care of the baby. She was holding a baby, but I couldn't make out who it was. I don't know what she meant? I wasn't sure if she was talking about a future baby? Maybe she was trying to tell me I would be pregnant soon? Who knows? I will say it is always nice to see Mom in my dreams. It is amazing how comforting it is! Please pray for our family as we near this painful time.

On a sidenote . . . physically I am doing much better. I had an infection from all the disturbances. They gave me two types of antibiotics and they cleared it up. Finally after three months, no bleeding!