The Beginning of the End

As we prepared ourselves for our Sweet Pea's "birth" we were somewhat at peace with the decision we made. The medical community as well as friends and family fully supported the decision we made. As many said, there is really only one choice. All those people will never know how much that means to us!!!!!!!

The actual procedure was excruciatingly painful, both physically for me and emotionally for Josh and I. It was one of the points in your life where you feel like this couldn't be happening to you. This is something that happens to other people. We did everything right! Why us?

Surprisingly Josh and I both felt a sense of relief when the two days we over. We were confident in our decision, but in shock at the magnitude of what just happened.

Then came the aftermath.